It’s been almost a year since my last anxiety attack. The last one resulted from me thinking too much about dying at 3am. I ran out of the house into the cold street trying to shock myself into thinking about something else. That’s the thing about attacks – your brain no longer belongs to you.
This [...]
Okay, if y’all hadn’t noticed I haven’t really been updating per se, more like crossing things off the list down one entry. This here is where I’ll report if any of the activities below were more or less interesting than what they sounded like, i.e. I’m not going to make a post if I sat [...]
Last exam finished yesterday at 8:45pm. Much hollering and whooping and general noise making was made and that feeling of relief and de-stress was goddamn near palpable. If I could have bottled it up and kept it for nasty days I would have, but such feats aren’t easily done.
So. What to do with one’s [...]
I start exams tomorrow, finally ending the week of waiting around and trying to cram information into my head.
My hayfever hasn’t been a problem this time around, last year it was hell to sit through exams while sneezing every five seconds. Looks like I counted my chickens…
I’m feeling fairly confident going into tomorrow’s exam [...]
This journal needs more steak with its whine.
I shall not post until I have something positive to talk about. Until then m’dears.